today is one of dose days…..whn i jst wanna cry out loud…..for no reason….i wanna scream…nd cry…nd totally make a mess of myself….
i m jst feelin dt nobody’s dere 4 me….
u knw….lyk every1 have…sbdy 2 hold dere backs…nd text dem good mornings nd good nyt….nd sumbdy…u told dem dt dey r beautiful d way dey r…..dt sumbody who value dere opinion…who think a world of dem….
i m jst feelin….dt i m missin too much…
he hve hurted me infinite times….i was in love wid him…but he turned out 2 be an ass hole…i jst wanna kick his ass ryt now…i wnt 2 curse him real bad…i wanna bite him like a monster..suffocate him like an anaconda…nd burn his bones….i jst want him to be out of my life forever…..!! d most stupid thing abt it is dat he still manages 2 hurt me…hey all u guys out dere…i m pleadin wid u all…never mess up wid d feelings of a girl….u leave her scars of life time….
he walked away on me….not once, not twice…bt so many times….nd everytym he used 2 walk past me, my heart used 2 shatter…wid d shittiest pain….god alone knows how many times did he gave me dt pain…how many times did i cry for him….bt i finally decided….now it was my turn 2 walk away…..
he thot if he wud go away, nobody will have to suffer anymore….he thot it was d best solution…cuz his life didn’t have options…but fuck options!! who cares… i lost him…!! we all lost him…! nd how bad we all cried dat night….i cudn’t ever understand…..was stayin so hard?? why did he go?? nd dat far, so dat nobody will eva find him on dis damn planet!!…we all lost him…he went away…forever….
u know…i miss u a lot…